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“I’m a 30-year-old straight, married woman. In high school, I became a pretty prolific fanfic writer for a male-male ship from my favorite show at the time. I was fairly well-known within the fandom, and some of my stories included VERY graphic gay sex scenes. In retrospect, I wonder if this was my way of rebelling against the conservative, religious culture I was raised in. I’m now working on what I hope will be my first novel, and while it couldn’t be further from my previous material, I’ve found myself thinking back to that time in my life more recently. While I haven’t told many people about the project, they almost always ask if I’ve always been a writer, and I can’t even imagine explaining what my previous fiction-writing endeavors consisted of.”
“I am an ally of the LGBTQ+ community and am not ashamed of having written so much around a same-sex relationship, but…the sex, I wrote SO much sex in SO much detail. It couldn’t be me now, and I’m taking my past life as an author to my grave.”
—Anonymous
